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Becoming Faithfully Her Blog
Becoming Faithfully Her is where I share the raw moments of healing, growth, and faith. It’s not just about who I was or who I’ll become, it’s the process in between. I share my breakthroughs, my struggles, and the lessons I’m still learning so that you might feel a little less alone on your own journey.
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You Don't Need the Full Picture
What Moses' Story Teaches Us About Preparation, Trust, and Obedience One thing I've realized recently is that some of the biggest steps of faith in my life started with an instruction, not a blueprint. When God called me to leave my job and pursue this business, I wanted certainty. I wanted to know exactly how everything would work out. I wanted confirmation that every decision would lead where I hoped it would. Instead, God gave me the next step. The same thing happened when
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2 days ago8 min read


Leaving Egypt: Healing the Mind After Freedom
The Comfort We Cling To There’s something interesting about comfort. We spend so much of our lives trying to create it, protect it, and hold onto it. We pray for peace. We pray for stability. We pray for relief. And there’s nothing wrong with that. But I’ve realized something in my own life: There were seasons where the very thing I had prayed for became the very thing I started clinging to. Because comfort feels safe. Even when it’s keeping us stuck. Even when it’s keeping u
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May 276 min read


Sever The Head Of Your Goliath
When people talk about the story of David and Goliath, they usually stop at the stone. The miracle. The victory. The giant falling to the ground. But recently, I found myself stuck on a different part of the story: David didn’t just defeat Goliath. He SEVERED HIS HEAD. And I think that detail matters more than we realize. Because David understood something many of us still struggle with: some things cannot be managed. They must be fully cut off. When David arrived at the batt
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May 203 min read


Healing Taught Me How to Steward Myself Well
There was a time in my life when I genuinely believed the answer to changing myself was more restriction. A stricter diet. Harder workouts. More discipline. More pressure. More shame. I thought transformation came from being harder on myself. If I could just “lock in.” If I could just stop messing up. If I could just become more disciplined, more controlled, more perfect… Then maybe I would finally become the version of myself I wanted to be. So I approached wellness like pun
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May 133 min read


My Full Circle Moment
Eight years ago, I walked away from becoming a personal trainer. Last Thursday, I became one. This is a huge milestone for me because back in 2018, I also passed the Certified Personal Trainer exam. I applied for jobs at gyms, received an offer… and declined it. At the time, I was struggling deeply with my body image and had a toxic relationship with food and fitness.I was consumed with chasing a body instead of caring for myself. When I tried to step into being a personal tr
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May 62 min read


27 & Fearless
My testimony of how I overcame my deepest fears
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May 15 min read


With God All Things Are Possible...
Remembrance of who I was. Trust in who I’m becoming... There was a version of me who couldn’t imagine a life where I am healed, free, loved, and blossoming. I was drowning — head under water, gasping for air. I was in a dark room without even a flicker of light to save me… or so I thought. The pain I endured, the trauma I encountered, the truths I was forced to face—it was too much. I was so young and had no system to process it all. So I internalized it. Buried it so deep th
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Apr 173 min read
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